Stupid.

Why, WHY, WHY would a cyber cafe offer free computer time? When the sole purpose of the business is computers? If people actually think that then they are seriously stupid and if not then they're a bunch of cheap liars.

Sometimes I wonder how the hell we ever left the ocean.

Who defines normal?

What are you supposed to say when there's nothing to say but saying nothing is not acceptable? What is there to do anything you do will be a mistake? What happens to perspective when you becomes me and we becomes I? The world is warped into what appears to be normalcy but it's really just nature's way of screwing you over.

Change is good. Or so they've told me. They have obviously never met nature.

Feeling good.

I feel so effing good right now. Math is finally over and I can relax for a month. I'm not sure anymore if I got the A+ I wanted but I'm fairly sure I passed with at least a B. Fingers crossed.

I think I'm in a much better place in my life than I was, like, 2 months ago. I'm feeling good about school, work and my friends. My cousin's coming in 5 days. And my aunt and uncle & their kids are driving over here for a week or so. Plenty of oppurtunities to use my Pixar, which has been collecting dust. I'm loving it here at the cafe. My boss is impressed with me and the customers are nice.

I'm thinking of doing a minor in arts. It's only 18 credit hours, maybe I'll take a semester off of engineering and do arts-y stuff abroad. I'll come back to finish my engineering degree with good grammar and speaking in full sentences. It's a scary thought.

All my whining about friends and stuff? I realize I'm such an idiot. The ones I want to be there for me are always there. That's what makes them friends and not just someone I know quite well.

And now I'm gonna go write my self-help book!