Drama, drama, drama

So this past week has been... whatever. There were some definite downs, some so-so ups, and a lot of in-between fluctuations. But mostly downs. I've always been a drama queen, it's just the way I am. I can normally suppress it because it annoys me, and everyone around me. But then I go and get comfortable. I get comfortable and forget that it's not always taken as a joke. The joke being I actually need someone to tell me what they think of me. It's always nice to hear, but to need to hear it? Not so much of a need. But that's pretty much my down fall. Being comfortable with someone.

I suppose saying that this week has mostly been a bunch of downs is a bit melodramatic. But that doesn't make it any less real. It doesn't make this feeling go away, the feeling that I just failed a test that I didn't know I was taking.

So maybe that means I really do need something more. I'm sick of people hugging me. Don't they get that I don't want [them] to hug me? But I don't know what I need yet so I have to make do.

But that's the drama queen in me talking again. Someone should club her bloody. Because I certainly don't have the strength to.

(1, 2, ... 299, 300)

Okay. 300. Good.

The blood and gore and violence!! The fangirl in me nearly died from happiness. So yeah me, Matt, Bryce, Keith, Lisa, Eric and Eric's friend Steve went to see it on Friday. What else did we end up doing... oh yes Applebee's for half off appetizers... except they're only half off Sunday to Thursday. Not impressed! So afterward we all (except Eric and Steve) went back to school 'cause we're so cool. Didn't get home until pretty late, my mom wasn't too happy...

And yesterday I spent all day at school not getting any yearbook stuff done (sigh) and playing chess and various other games over Mac networks with Lisa, Bryce and Matt. What a waste but it was fun at the same time. Matt, Bryce and I ended up going to see Smokin' Aces at the cheap seats. Also a great movie, although I was mostly confused for the all the movie. Then it was back to school for pizza and just chilling out with the boys.


So all in all a waste of a weekend if you think of it in terms of schoolwork and yearbook work done. But fun in every other aspect...

Macbook!

I am definitely playing around with my brand new baby, a new black Macbook. It does seem I enjoy buying new toys around March/April every year. First my Camcorder, than my SLR last year and now this. Geeze.

But I love it.