Drama, drama, drama

So this past week has been... whatever. There were some definite downs, some so-so ups, and a lot of in-between fluctuations. But mostly downs. I've always been a drama queen, it's just the way I am. I can normally suppress it because it annoys me, and everyone around me. But then I go and get comfortable. I get comfortable and forget that it's not always taken as a joke. The joke being I actually need someone to tell me what they think of me. It's always nice to hear, but to need to hear it? Not so much of a need. But that's pretty much my down fall. Being comfortable with someone.

I suppose saying that this week has mostly been a bunch of downs is a bit melodramatic. But that doesn't make it any less real. It doesn't make this feeling go away, the feeling that I just failed a test that I didn't know I was taking.

So maybe that means I really do need something more. I'm sick of people hugging me. Don't they get that I don't want [them] to hug me? But I don't know what I need yet so I have to make do.

But that's the drama queen in me talking again. Someone should club her bloody. Because I certainly don't have the strength to.