What's sad is that when I need someone to talk to the most I don't have anyone. What's sad is that when the last thing I want is solitude that's all I get. I keep myself closed off from everyone and now I pay for it. I'm getting exactly what I want and deserve. Isn't that nice? When what you want and deserve coincide? It's lovely really how everything I've ever tried for I've gotten. I have nothing to complain about.
Except that really I've got nothing at all. Sure I have momentary flashes of happiness or at least I'm able to fool myself and everyone around me that I am. Happy that is. Oh I'm sure every once and a while they see through it. But not enough to be sure. Or maybe I'm just hoping someone notices. Because I see it but... really who wants to believe that about themselves.
Oh Nhi! With her judgements and her observations about everyone but herself. She's so cute and oddly weird. She's so smart and clever. Doesn't anyone notice that she never says anything of substance? Doesn't anyone notice that she lies to disguise the truth? Doesn't anyone notice that she doesn't know anything about anything.
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